I see all these people.
All these people who, like me, are wondering what they're gonna do in life.
People like me who are unsure, uncertain, and STILL wondering.
I've been told i have a gift for dancing. I like to teach dance, but my overwhelming question is-
am i adequate enough to teach dance? Do i know enough to teach? Would I make a good dance teacher?
i am taking a class about how to teach dance, but somehow it's hard for me to see myself teaching dance in a studio somewhere. This is not to say that i can't dream, but it's just hard for me to see myself in that position. Not that i can't do it- I'm just nervous/slightly worried about it.
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I have this Prayer Request word document on my computer. It's 5 pages long- filled with people's requests for this or for that--all these things really need prayer. Some of these things i have seen answered. For others, the answers are yet to come. It's not exactly overwhelming for me to have this list, but it's another reminder that everyone needs prayer.
I don't know about you, but sometimes i hear about certain issues that need prayer- and i think if i had prayed about that then it would have changed. (like my prayer is the only one that counts- or makes something happen (it's not a pride issue , plz don't think that) (which it doesn't) ). But I guess I just need to be reminded of corporate prayer, and how strong that is.
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I was talking with a friend the other day and she told me something (that a friend told her) that really encouraged me. Many times it's so easy for us to get bogged down in school and somehow school becomes our #1 object. We don't mean for/want this to happen because God/Jesus/Bible reading/Prayer should be #1. My friend told me that her friend said that God is always with us- even while we do school. For some reason, this really got to me. Not that i think God isn't with me during school- and only with me during church or crosswave weekends- but he's ALWAYS with me. It's not even that His presence is stronger in one place and weaker in another. NOPE. His presence is always with us, wherever we go- EVEN AT SCHOOL. It's not that i'm trying to not allow God in my school, but so many things fill my mind for school work- like right now- and it's hard to keep my focus on God when there are so many things asking for my attention. But during these times I remember that my final home is heaven with My King Jesus. This earth is not my final home- i'm just an alien passing through.
